5.What I Meant To Say(本意)

I woke up today
Sinking like the stones that you have thrown
Wounded by the same old shots you take
It's easier to kick me when I'm low

And I just thought that you should know
That I've been holding on while you've been letting go
Well, it's not too late
To say it right this time
'Cause I know I said, 'I'm sorry'
But that's not what I meant to say

Not strong enough to say that I don't wanna take the high road
now
It's just so typical of you to walk away
When your perfect little world is burning down

And I just thought that you should know
That I've been holding on while you've been letting go
Can I be so bold
'Cause all this sucking up to you's just getting old
Well, it's not too late
To say it right this time
'Cause I know I said, 'I'm sorry'
But that's not what I meant to say

What I really meant to say
With every little breath I take
I'm not the only one that makes mistakes
Just think of all the ones you made

And I just thought that you should know
That I've been holding on while you've been letting go
Can I be so bold
'Cause all this sucking up to you's just getting old
Well, it's not too late
To say it right this time
'Cause I know I said, 'I'm sorry'
But that's not what I meant to say